Trust Her And Be Patient

Accidentally In Love...

Accidentally In Love with her <3<3

The day first i meet her..
On my way back to my quarters there where i saw her for the first time in my life.. She taking a ride to the resort where i have my training practical.. First i'm saying to myself 'owh wow she a beauty for the first time'..
As time goes by i make me realize some thing weird but i try to endure it.. Then when i meet her for the first time at cafe on my to have a dinner there i got to know a bit about her... What a weird person she is?? But later then, me and her a become like a friend.. Then there was one night where i say to her... 'You know i realize something about you it seem like you have a split personality'.. I kinda weird for me to saying that but hahaha it seem she know what I mean about it.. Then that night I realize the girl that I hate and keep on teasing her.. She was the one who have stole my heart again... After a few more week just to be sure... She is the accidentally love of my life after all..
Thank You To NSR cause you can accept me just the way i'm.. Now i have my reason to change..
Love you as long we a together.. 

..The 5 Minutes Train Girl..

Well it wast 3/4/2012.. On my way to from KL Central to Taman Melati.. It was a crowded pack with people.. Then there was one girl wearing a dark choc sweater.. At that i was standing the she approach.. She stand in front me.. At that time well it seem like just an ordinary girl. Then there was a smell.. I try to search where is it come from then now that i realize the smell was from her.. Because of her smell..I make me feel so.. hurmmm could not tell a my feeling at that time.. But then it make me more and more to know her.. Arghhh the feel of regret are so arghhhh !@#$... But the thing that i could pretty much sure of it.. This girl live some where in Ampang.. So to this girl.. I just hope that fate could bring us back together.. It sound like a movie.. But let hope that thing like this could be real.. Just hope it can happen.. Until fate meet us again Train Girl...

An Accidentally Girl I Meet :)

 How wonderful is it today..
To finally found 

Who That Girl

Hurmmm..
That girl.. Who is she, what her name why she always at there.. So curios.. She look so beautiful so sweet for the first time i feel happy even to woke up early everyday in the morning... When I saw her i feel so happy and feel like to smile everyday.. But when she see me I try to hide from looking at her..
Erghhhh why..
I feel so shy to look at her.. Even at that one time she saw that I have spying on her but she never say anything.. Her smile make me feel so unpleasant..
So happy..
Just need to know her name that all..
Even if she do say hi..
that can make my heart fly...
But well i'm just nobody to her..
Even if I try to poke her maybe she will say that i'm a psycho or something..
But what ever it is even if I can only see her that can make me happy..
But i still want to know her...
So curios... 

Make my own best friend hate me just so she can be happy...

03/10/2011

Well this suck for me really hard. She now my Best Friend totally hate me... Even on her own birthday i didn't even try to answer a single call... Even wishing her birthday... A promise that i make to sang a birthday song with my guitar i broke it... A week before that i post a song on my wall on Facebook(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7akMgQ1vfFI) at that time I know this will make she feel that i such a psycho or worst... But what the hell.. The truth of it, I just want to keep her happy with keep her away from me cause this is the best for her.. I do know it is so hard for me.. Even every single second,minute,hour i feel the guiltiness run in my heart.. But if I do not make this sacrifice... Every boy who like her got to go through me.. Dang i'm just her best friend not her parent she always refer me on asking every person who love her... But when i ask her what would if they know about me and her were close.. I think they would not be satisfy about me... When i ask her about it, she always will say that she won't accept them if they cannot accept me.. Dang i'm so pathetic to leave my best friend for this some sort of problem... Now i feel so sad because of it.. Dang I miss my best friend allot... But that relationship i can't get it back.. Cause now i'm just nobody to her... I do feel relief to help my best friend but the SORROW still within my heart.... Hopefully YOU can always be happy and UNDERSTAND why i do it and last but not least Thank You cause you were being My Best Friend =)      

(T_T)